This is a picture of me recently, in Tokyo. Like it a lot (narcissism!!)! It makes me think of many positive adjectives: energetic, optimistic, big smile, juicy, pleasant, relaxing and more and more...
Ever since I've planned to study for one more year, I have been asking myself "Is it something that I want?". I don't know if I am doing this because I got the passion, or, simply I'm escaping from the reality. And after this, what's next? I am thankful that I am able to get support from my family (both spiritually and financially), but still, I don't want to make myself too dependent on them. In return, I really wish I can repay and take care of my love ones...
I've always been a not-so-optimistic person, mostly because I think too much, and I tend to plan for the worst. When I lived in UK I put a big Murphy's Law poster in my room which I like a lot, and the rationale behind is that if things can get worse, it will...a rather pessimistic view on life, but sometimes it's true. In reality, we can hardly be that lucky that everything goes smoothly right?
And one line that I've learnt which I enjoy particularly: "Smile, tomorrow will be worse". Somehow it's quite sarcastic, but it is one way to make a laugh and get out of all worries to relax, sit back, simply throw away the troubles, even for just a while.
I've been always lucky, maybe be not for every little things, but I'm thankful enough for everything I owe. I feel like I am living, I am enjoying my life instead of surviving (as you know, it is a very precious gift). So, I will remember (hopefully), put a BIG SMILE and enjoy! Because tomorrow might get worse!
Blah blah blah,
Vanessa
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